Chapter Ten | The Quiet That Stayed
Snow came early that year.
Not in flurries or fanfare—just a slow, silent settling, as if the world had decided to soften itself for a while. The cottage wore its winter coat like it had been waiting for it. Every branch, every rooftop, every fence post brushed in white.
Inside, things were slower still.
The kettle sang low. A fire hummed in the hearth. And she moved through the rooms with the quiet certainty of someone who no longer needed to escape herself.
There was no defining moment. No grand epiphany.
Just a steady unfolding.
She found joy in the making of things.
In slicing apples for pie, even when no one was coming.
In reading aloud to the cats, who blinked slowly in return.
In the way Rowan sometimes stayed late just to help her light the lanterns.
Their story hadn’t needed permission. It hadn’t asked for attention.
It had arrived the way she had—gently. Without announcement.
Some days he would come with books. Other days, with silence.
But always, he came with peace.
And over time, the ache that used to live in her bones like an echo… dulled.
Not disappeared. Just no longer in control.
She hadn’t stopped missing the versions of herself that broke and bent and kept going anyway. But she’d made room for the version who had survived them. The one who now hung rosemary by the door, brewed tea without checking the clock, and left room in the cupboard for someone else’s favorite mug.
One morning, near the end of December, she stepped outside just after sunrise. The world was hushed, as if waiting.
Rowan stood at the edge of the forest, bundled in his green wool coat, holding something wrapped in cloth.
“A gift,” he said. “For the new year.”
She opened it carefully. Inside was a hand-carved wind chime—driftwood and copper and tiny pressed flowers sealed in glass.
“I thought you’d like to hear the wind when I’m not here,” he said, sheepish.
She reached up and hung it from the eave without a word.
And then, finally, turned to him.
“You are,” she said. “Here.”
And she meant it in every way.
Later, long after the chime had started to sing, she sat by the fire with a journal on her lap and wrote only one line:
The quiet came. And this time, it stayed.